Saturday 27 April 2013

Very Sorry

Sorry!!!
It's been a very long time I didn't open this blog and express my feelings.
Right now, I'm going to be..
Yeah...
I joined the archery club last year and I enjoyed everything there
I have friends who are very supportive but right now...
They're just someone ordinary.
I met this one guy.
I have a crush on him at first.
When we get to know each other,
I asked him that I wanna be his sister.
He accepted that.
Then, after awhile, he asked me that he wanted to be my boyfriend.
So, I accepted him.
Then, he made a mistake that I really can't accept it.
So, we clash.
But still having a relationship as brother and sister.
I just don't like it.
I don't wanna have any relationship with him anymore.
But he kept on helping and covering me like he's my boyfriend.
And I'm not satisfied with it!!! And I HATE it!!
Just leave me alone, okay?
And just get a new one.
I'm not a good person.
You'll regret if you have me...
Just go away and stay away!!!!!

Sunday 10 June 2012

I'M BACK!!!!

*Sigh* I'm done!
I'm really stressed out with this school.
Feeling like got kicked off by all the people who lived there...
Man..
Got to go now...
bye!!!

Wednesday 7 March 2012

LOVE...


I don't what I wanna say about this topic.
But seriously...
I suddenly felt in love.
In love with someTHING.
I don't know why...
I feel like I wanna look at that thing once again.
Hmm...
(Sigh)

Sincerely,
Shaz
;D
xoxo

Chicken Pox

This is the first time I'm having chicken pox.
I didn't go to school for a week!
I miss all my friends at SSP and SBU!!!!
I can't even meet them or else the CP will spread to them.
I don't want to take a risk of that.
So, I better beware and think before I do it.
Hmm...
Seriously!!!
I'm so bored!
There's nothing I wanna do at home!
Play wif my brother?
Oh please!!!
I'm teenage, okay?
But... I don't want my brother to feel all alone by himself...
I'm a good sister...
And I wanna be an excellent sister!
It just my brother don't even wanna listen to me...
How am I gonna be an excellent sister?
Oh please!!!
Help me!!!
Someone!!!
At least....
I just need a friend...
A true friend!
Someone that really wanna help me.
Someone that really wanna hear my problems.
Someone that really wanna feel what I feel.
Someone that really wanna be with me.
Someone that really wanna be free with me.
Someone that really wanna be a good person in the future with me.
Someone that really wanna reach for the same goal with me.
Someone that really wanna appreciate something with me.
Someone that really wanna hope that everything will be fine and nothing to worry about.
Someone that really wanna feel the adventure together with me.
Someone that really wanna get everything that we want together WITH ME!!!!
Someone that really wanna get free to fly with me...
Everything the someone want to do with me...
I hope my dream to find the 'someone' may do come true...

Sincerely,
Shaz
;D
xoxo

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